The outrageousness of a human being thinking only of herself.
AN EXPERIMENTAL FILM BY MEG WHITE
2022, 9:58 min
still from The outrageousness of a human being thinking only of herself.
Statement
Film history stands as evidence of the evolution of stereotypes of women, voyeurism, and sexualization in society. Some of the most influential films in history feature blatant misogyny. The intent of this short film is to examine the portrayal of women throughout film both historically and contemporarily, using my own experience and surroundings as visual aid. The film is told from the perspective of the female figure as she journeys through various portals through time and domestic locations, unravelling traumatic memories through object- and sound-based associations.
All text in the film, both spoken and subtitled, was sampled from 13 films* that deal with the female psyche or agendered existentialism. The films of reference vary from Ingmar Bergman’s 1966 iconic psychological drama Persona, to Karen Kusama’s 2009 controversial comedy/horror Jennifer’s Body. Together, all of the subtitles form a poetic narrative based on the process of a female-presenting person discovering their own identity and, simultaneously, how they are perceived by the outside world.
Selected Stills
*Films of reference, in chronological order:
Persona (1966) by Ingmar Bergman
Belle de Jour (1967) by Luis Buñuel
Deadly Weapons (1974) by Doris Wishman
Stalker (1979) by Andrei Tarkovsky
Working Girls (1986) by Lizzie Borden
The Virgin Suicides (1999) by Sofia Coppola
Mulholland Dr. (2001) by David Lynch
Margot at the Wedding (2007) by Noah Brambauch
Jennifer’s Body (2009) by Karyn Kusama
Synecdoche, New York (2009) by Charlie Kaufman
A Girl Walks Home Alone at Night (2014) by Ana Lily Amirpour
mother! (2017) by Darren Aronofsky
Violation (2020) by Madeleine Sims-Fewer and Dusty Mancinelli
SCREENINGS:
Golden Short Film Festival, Rome, Italy, August 2022 *official selection
Life Screenings Film Festival, Winter Park, FL, April 2022 *official selection
BackSpace Gallery, Madison, WI, February 2022, premiere